I laugh at myself when I read the oldest entries on this blog and celebrate how far I've journeyed. The older entries commentating on theology were far from winning friends and influencing people and yet I leave them up as a reminder of my constant need for grace and because it doesn't seem right to delete history. At times this blog was my attempt at interactive Bible commentary. I have posted my studies here as if this were my journal in all its theological rawness. Now as a mother and a wife the world seems so much bigger than it did when i began this blog. There isn't as much time to argue and I've found debate not as effective at impacting as I once thought. Now I take time to write down the little and big things worth celebrating.